I'm really fucking mad, but I'm still trying my best to be lenient. However, if I'm facing ignorance each day, you'll really get it one day from me. And I mean, right now.

Serious talk, my patience is at its fucking limit. You took my blog and shoved it up my ass. Ok fine! Maybe its my fault for posting my personal feelings(?). But its getting very very taxing just because you said a "PAUSE", now what am I supposed to do?

Wait? I'm not your boyfriend! I thought friends should be easier than this! Urgh, damn it. Just let me know a "Ok, I'll talk to you" or "Fuck off from my life" will do better than this "hanging around and waiting for an answer". Mind you, ITS A FRIENDSHIP, NOT A RELATIONSHIP!

If I can think about it this way, when I'm the one having the feelings for you, then it says a lot. I'll let you think it through, don't let me msg you online then suddenly go offline just because you don't want me to msg you. Its STUPID, and it hurts a LOT. If you really care for me then don't leave me HANGING. LET ME KNOW SOMETHING. WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS, STOP IGNORING ME.

You don't wanna care, but you still typed stuff in that message in facebook and your blog post as if you do. If you really do, please, stop this, its really frustrating. It has been a few months, I think this has got to stop!!

Locked up my blog so that no one ever sees those posts. I've snapped and I know it.

Fuck.