Friday, October 21, 2011
Saturday, October 8, 2011
My birthday's coming up in about 25days, and there is only one wish I have.
That is to see you, no matter what, pathetic as it may seem, I still care so much for you.
Sigh, sometimes I just feel so depressed inside but there's nowhere to let it out, I try to act strong, act as if everything is alright, put all my mind and effort to something, but when I suddenly just stop and think, you pop up.
Its been 10 years.. I don't hope for things to be this way forever. Give me a chance, and I'll make everything fine again, I promise.
Talked to Melody the other day and even she is like so surprised with my patience and everything. I am not praising myself, but I just can't help it. When I have feelings for someone, they don't disappear, even if one day I manage to move on, you will always be there in my heart.
Jorine, I love you. I truely do, but there are so many reasons why you don't think of me as someone you'd be with. Since that's the case, I could only be a friend, but I failed miserably in being one.
Then now, you won't even give me a chance to see or talk to you. I do not know what to do, everytime I stop in my tracks when I have nothing to do, your name and face pops up for no reason at all. You are one of the only girls I can remember exactly how you look like, although we've not gone out together that much.
Meh, I don't think you even care about me anymore. If you really want me to move on, then at least come back in my life, do not make me regret..
That is to see you, no matter what, pathetic as it may seem, I still care so much for you.
Sigh, sometimes I just feel so depressed inside but there's nowhere to let it out, I try to act strong, act as if everything is alright, put all my mind and effort to something, but when I suddenly just stop and think, you pop up.
Its been 10 years.. I don't hope for things to be this way forever. Give me a chance, and I'll make everything fine again, I promise.
Talked to Melody the other day and even she is like so surprised with my patience and everything. I am not praising myself, but I just can't help it. When I have feelings for someone, they don't disappear, even if one day I manage to move on, you will always be there in my heart.
Jorine, I love you. I truely do, but there are so many reasons why you don't think of me as someone you'd be with. Since that's the case, I could only be a friend, but I failed miserably in being one.
Then now, you won't even give me a chance to see or talk to you. I do not know what to do, everytime I stop in my tracks when I have nothing to do, your name and face pops up for no reason at all. You are one of the only girls I can remember exactly how you look like, although we've not gone out together that much.
Meh, I don't think you even care about me anymore. If you really want me to move on, then at least come back in my life, do not make me regret..
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