Okay, it is that time of year again.
New year resolutions!
1. Don't fall for any girl.
2. Quit smoking
3. Get help from Bizlink and do my utmost best for the job.
4. Lose friends who aren't of any importance in my life.
5. Don't get soft-hearted on "friends" who abuse my kindness.
6. Get a good quality mic and START on video project.
7. Get nice headphones.
8. Get better computer.
9. Get video camera.
10. Love myself.
10 resolutions, I think its enough.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
Fuck this festive season and all its bullshit, I don't even have enough money to go out in the weekends, let alone Christmas/New Year.
Next Tuesday have to make a trip down to Bizlink, they're supposedly a support center for the physically-handicapped to help secure a job. I hope it works out because I'm still bloody stuck in this situation.
My Dad may have cancer. I'm not feeling sad for him, am I heartless? Maybe, but he has done so much damage to the family that I don't feel anything anymore about him.
Actually I have only hate in my heart, but I'll not let the world endure my blast. It WILL not be nice. World, meaning a whole fucking lot of you. You "friends" have definitely made my life miserable.
Friends make time for each other, no matter what the circumstances are. If you're not one of those, it means you're my ACQUAINTANCE, no more than that. This means that if you really need me I will not show up even if you beg me to.
Sounds thick-skinned, but I feel that certain people have used me enough. From now on, I'll draw lines because someone has taught me to do that.
Close friends, acquaintances, girls. These are 3 "friend" lists now categorised by me. If you fall under "girls" list, I'm sorry you're not my friend, just some random female I happened to have met somewhere and I do not care about.
Sorry, my life is too messed up to let anyone in right now. I'll work on my project, then when its done I hope things have changed, because from what I see now, every single one of you do not appreciate me even as a person.
There's one asshole who's making me feel awful just because of money, fine, if you want it that bad I'll fucking return it to you, but remember, I HATE when money becomes something that spoils friendship. Is that amount soooooooo much to you that you have to make things look so bad on me? FINE.
When you were broke and fucking pathetic, everyday take cigarettes from me did I go all stingy on you? _|_ I'll return you your money and I won't call you again. I don't mind losing friends nowadays. As long as my conscience is clear, everything is okay.
I actually prefer my friends on QQ, whom are mostly from China, because they make me happy. You guys? Bah!
PS: Tagboard removed because its very irritating to have random comments, especially impolite ones. Sorry, no more random linking for you now.
Next Tuesday have to make a trip down to Bizlink, they're supposedly a support center for the physically-handicapped to help secure a job. I hope it works out because I'm still bloody stuck in this situation.
My Dad may have cancer. I'm not feeling sad for him, am I heartless? Maybe, but he has done so much damage to the family that I don't feel anything anymore about him.
Actually I have only hate in my heart, but I'll not let the world endure my blast. It WILL not be nice. World, meaning a whole fucking lot of you. You "friends" have definitely made my life miserable.
Friends make time for each other, no matter what the circumstances are. If you're not one of those, it means you're my ACQUAINTANCE, no more than that. This means that if you really need me I will not show up even if you beg me to.
Sounds thick-skinned, but I feel that certain people have used me enough. From now on, I'll draw lines because someone has taught me to do that.
Close friends, acquaintances, girls. These are 3 "friend" lists now categorised by me. If you fall under "girls" list, I'm sorry you're not my friend, just some random female I happened to have met somewhere and I do not care about.
Sorry, my life is too messed up to let anyone in right now. I'll work on my project, then when its done I hope things have changed, because from what I see now, every single one of you do not appreciate me even as a person.
There's one asshole who's making me feel awful just because of money, fine, if you want it that bad I'll fucking return it to you, but remember, I HATE when money becomes something that spoils friendship. Is that amount soooooooo much to you that you have to make things look so bad on me? FINE.
When you were broke and fucking pathetic, everyday take cigarettes from me did I go all stingy on you? _|_ I'll return you your money and I won't call you again. I don't mind losing friends nowadays. As long as my conscience is clear, everything is okay.
I actually prefer my friends on QQ, whom are mostly from China, because they make me happy. You guys? Bah!
PS: Tagboard removed because its very irritating to have random comments, especially impolite ones. Sorry, no more random linking for you now.
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