My birthday's coming up in about 25days, and there is only one wish I have.

That is to see you, no matter what, pathetic as it may seem, I still care so much for you.

Sigh, sometimes I just feel so depressed inside but there's nowhere to let it out, I try to act strong, act as if everything is alright, put all my mind and effort to something, but when I suddenly just stop and think, you pop up.

Its been 10 years.. I don't hope for things to be this way forever. Give me a chance, and I'll make everything fine again, I promise.

Talked to Melody the other day and even she is like so surprised with my patience and everything. I am not praising myself, but I just can't help it. When I have feelings for someone, they don't disappear, even if one day I manage to move on, you will always be there in my heart.

Jorine, I love you. I truely do, but there are so many reasons why you don't think of me as someone you'd be with. Since that's the case, I could only be a friend, but I failed miserably in being one.

Then now, you won't even give me a chance to see or talk to you. I do not know what to do, everytime I stop in my tracks when I have nothing to do, your name and face pops up for no reason at all. You are one of the only girls I can remember exactly how you look like, although we've not gone out together that much.

Meh, I don't think you even care about me anymore. If you really want me to move on, then at least come back in my life, do not make me regret..